
I felt nervous and all over the place. What would he expect from me? Would I even find him attractive? And would he feel the same about me? I was chasing a special feeling, the feeling of being desired, of being truly seen, of feeling like a woman. But of course, you can’t force something like that…
“Get out of your head,” I told myself. “You’re here to explore – so allow yourself to!” In the end, all that worry turned out to be for nothing…
Hoping to slowly unwind, I arrived at the hotel an hour before our date. That turned out to be a bit too optimistic. I ended up taking another shower, putting on a fresh set of lingerie, getting dressed again, and telling myself to relax. You texted to reassure me and said, “No pressure, right?” I already knew that, of course, but somehow your words landed perfectly, and I believed you.
You’re here. I open the hotel door, and there you are, smiling. You walk in confidently, pull up a chair, and start chatting with a warm, easygoing energy. It feels like you’re saying, I’m here for you. This is all about you.
“Decisive and calm,” runs through my mind. I love that. It means I don’t have to carry it all myself. As we talk, you ask me about all kinds of things and gently check if I’m okay with everything. Bit by bit, I feel myself begin to relax. I think my answers are a little scattered, but you don’t let it show. I’m still figuring things out, tuning in – but it feels good.
Then you get up to lay a blanket on the bed. As you dim the lights, you ask if I’d like to undress. I giggle awkwardly, but you give me a warm, encouraging smile. Once I’ve stripped down to just my lingerie, you come closer and sit on the floor in front of me, gently guiding me to the edge of the bed.
You start complimenting me in all sorts of ways, and I make a conscious decision not to slip into that mindset of he’s just saying that…
Like you’re unwrapping a gift, you slowly slide off my stockings. When you hold my foot in your hands, I feel a little like Cinderella. I feel like a woman. I feel beautiful. A soft calm washes over me. Yes, it’s there. That spark. And suddenly, I’m curious about you.
You ask me to lie on my stomach. I do, holding my breath with closed eyes, having decided to simply feel and lose myself in the moment.
A feather glides teasingly over my body – my back, legs, hips – exploring with focused attention.You seem to be seeking out my erogenous zones, and I can feel the pleasure you take in your touch.
You explore me slowly, taking your time, and it feels as if you truly see me. I keep my eyes closed a little longer, I don’t want to be distracted. I just want to give in completely to your hands.
Now and then, you softly ask if I’m okay, each time reassuring me that it’s safe to let go a little more. My body begins to respond instinctively to your feather-light caresses, and I feel myself slipping into a kind of trance.
A warm longing for your touch bubbles up in my belly. I feel really good, and as you begin massaging me with plenty of oil, it feels like a slow dance, my body instinctively following the movement of your hands.
I feel an irresistible urge to move toward your hands as you glide over my back and down across my hips, and I imagine you smiling as you watch me squirm beneath your touch.
Then I hear you undressing, and you ask me once more if I’m still okay. As you slowly lean over me, you slide your knee between my legs, just shy of my pussy. I can hardly bear it anymore…!
Is it inappropriate to dry hump him now? runs through my mind. The closeness of your knee there, while I lie so exposed, makes me dizzy with arousal and weakens my self-control. And I feel like you perfectly understand.. You push gently, and I press back against you, my whole body trembling with heat.
You press your fingers into the dip of my lower back and start vibrating them quickly and firmly. It fills me with a heavenly, rising sensation in my pelvis that sparks an orgasm unlike anything I’ve ever experienced!
I’m stunned and start giggling in surprise. How do you do that?! I think you said, “Good job, Joyce,” but I’m not quite sure, and from that moment on, I’ve been floating in an orgasmic haze.
You ask me to turn on my back and skillfully build the tension even more by exploring my body piece by piece. My body is kissed all over and you feel me out. I can’t help but worry a little; surely you’re getting a mouthful of oil by now… 🙃
Then you kiss my throat, my neck, you suck my nipples and I become intensely sensitive, like I’m constantly balancing on the edge. I’ve forgotten the exact order, but I still remember the feather gliding over my body, your hands, the oil, and the way you massaged my fingers while we looked into each other’s eyes. The way you looked at me, it was so reassuring.
Searching and pressing with your fingers, you find that exact spot just above my mons pubis and again, you begin to vibrate your fingers quickly.
My abdominal and pelvic muscles contract as pulses spread through my entire lower body. Again, I feel a powerful orgasm spreading through my entire pelvis and lower body – it’s absolutely overwhelming!
You encouraged me, bringing me to the edge again and again. Just as I thought the feeling might fade, you’d pick it up and tease me back, leading me right there once more. It was like bungee jumping, I’d be pulled up and swung around, over and over.
After making me orgasm once again by expertly stimulating my G-spot with your fingers, you finally slid into me. Calm and in control, you lay still inside me as you kissed me.
I felt my muscles tense as I climaxed again. I pressed my pelvis against you, but you stayed controlled and completely focused on my pleasure, guiding me with confidence and determination.
Then you kissed my neck and face, and I longed for your mouth on mine, but I didn’t dare. As if you sensed it, you kissed me, and I finally let go. We kissed deeply, and you cupped my cheeks in your hands, whispering, “Open your little mouth and stick out your tongue…”
An instant trigger, and once again, that rush of longing swept through me.
In my experience, it became more and more porny and wild from that point on. We tried all kinds of sex positions and you whispered arousing things to me. I felt completely lost in the moment..
A bubble of pleasure and countless orgasms, and then it was truly over, as if all my energy had drained away. Just a lovely, lazy buzz remained.
During our date and afterward, you let me catch my breath with my head resting on your chest. You noticed me rubbing under my eye and asked gently if I’d gotten oil in it or if I was crying. I wiped away the mascara that I knew was definitely streaked on my cheeks. 🙂. So caring of you.
On this journey of pleasure, I felt completely guided, safe, truly seen, and fully embraced as a woman. It was loving and yet so porny…truly something special.
Thank you again for this beautiful experience!
Joyce