— Real life —
Happily married, and yet…(Pt.2)
Sophie (43) opens up about her experience with a gigolo trio.
René was supposed to come over on a Saturday night. It might’ve been the absolute hottest summer night we had in the Netherlands all year. The sun was still blazing and the heat just hung in the air. 8:30 PM, to be exact.
The challenge: letting go
I’d been counting down the weeks to this night. We’d agreed that I would completely let go of control. Huge challenge for me, since I’m a total control freak.
At the same time, I really wanted to know what it would feel like to just hand over the reins completely. To not have to think, not have to decide anything, and just surrender to the moment.
But yeah, wanting to let go and actually being able to do it are two totally different things..
Surprise over WhatsApp
And then Wednesday hit, three days before our date… We were texting back and forth when a message from René popped up: “I’ve got a super hot and exciting surprise for you this Saturday 🔥🔥🫣”
Well, that instantly hooked me! Of course I wanted to know what he meant. Not much later, the next message arrived: “I’m going to blindfold you. You can take it off whenever you want … and then someone else is going to walk in.”
Wait a second … someone? My mind immediately went into overdrive. Did he seriously mean a third person? I asked him, and his reply was short and sweet: “Yes, if you dare! It’s going to be the most thrilling night of your life 🔥🔥🔥.. With an extra guy.”
I didn’t sleep a wink that night. My mind was racing. I was tossing and turning in bed, completely consumed by the fantasy of two men. The next morning, I knew for sure: “Yes, let’s do it!”
OMG! Am I seriously going to do this? Do I actually dare?
Healthy nerves at the hotel
With a healthy dose of nerves, I drove over to the hotel. I got there nice and early, which I actually quite liked. It gave me a little time to myself.
I took a lovely, long bath and chilled out with a book for about an hour. After that, I decided to explore the hotel. A nice gym, a gorgeous pool—I was having a great time!
Before I knew it, it was already 8:00 PM. Oops. Better get back to my room, fast! I still had one thing left to sort out: my little plan with the door.
There was absolutely no way I wanted to know when J. (the second guy) would walk in. The whole idea was for René and me to be completely lost in the moment before J. caught me by surprise. I slipped a little card between the latch and the doorframe so it could easily be opened from the outside. Yes! It worked!
Now, it was just a matter of waiting for René. When he walked in, we greeted each other with a hug. For a split second, it felt a bit awkward. Despite all our chats and exciting texts, it was still a unique feeling to see each other again.
But that awkwardness quickly melted away. René moved closer, and the first touches followed. And there was one thing I already knew for sure … this was only the beginning!
Lost in the moment
Together, we put a mattress protector and a towel on the bed. Then René hands me a blindfold and asks me to lie down on my stomach.
I know what he’s about to do. I got to experience this during our first date, and I absolutely loved it. Still, it feels different now. More exciting. Because this time, I can’t see a single thing.
First, I feel soft touches. Feathers, fabrics … all kinds of things slowly glide over my skin.
Then René starts giving me a gentle massage. I can feel my body relaxing more and more. My breathing slows down, and all the tension just melts away. But because I’m blindfolded, every single touch feels way more intense. I’m so much more aware of everything.
Next, he grabs the massage oil. His hands slide smoothly over my skin, and I can feel myself surrendering to him more and more. I don’t have to think about a thing. Just feel.
Four hands on my body
And then…
Click.
Shuffling.
I hear someone walking into the room, and my heart skips a beat.
René keeps going without missing a beat. His hands keep moving smoothly over my body, acting like nothing’s happening at all. But then, out of nowhere, I feel two ice-cold hands on my leg…
Gently and firmly, they slide up from my calf to my thigh, and my body reacts instantly. Wow, that feels amazing! I was feeling so hot. The cool hands feel almost refreshing and give me goosebumps right away.
“Hey … you’re here,” I say softly.
“Yeah,” I hear a calm, mature male voice reply. “I’m here.” He doesn’t sound old—more like young and warm.
Instantly, I get curious. What does he look like? How does his body feel? Is he muscular? Tall? All kinds of questions rush through my head. Still, I decide not to overthink it. I just completely let myself go, riding the wave of everything I’m feeling.
Overwhelmed in the now
J. is so effective. His hands seem to know exactly how to build up the tension in my body. With his cold hands, he massages me, slowly sliding from my upper thigh toward my clit. Wow … that feels incredibly good. My body reacts completely on its own, and I writhe under his touch.
Meanwhile, René’s hands are wandering all over the rest of my body. I notice I can’t focus on both René and J.’s hands anymore. There’s just too much happening at once. Everything blurs together. René’s body pressed tight against mine, J.’s touch … it already feels overwhelming. So I just let myself get completely carried away by the here and now, sinking deeper and deeper into my body.
Then, I turn over at the guys’ request. René takes his place close to me, and I reach out for J., feeling his strong embrace. I use my hands to find his cock. I grab hold of him and take him into my mouth. Damn, he is huge!
But it’s so hard to keep my focus on J.! Because René is fucking me… He alternates with his fingers, only to fuck me again right after. It feels so good. Everything is just so intense. I feel the warmth rushing through my body and my head starts to spin. I’m going to come…
No sense of time
But I’ve kind of lost track of time and the order of things; exactly what happened and when is getting blurry. At one point, J. is lying on his back and I’m exploring his body with my hands. My knee slides between his legs to search for his cock entirely by touch, because I’m still wearing my blindfold.
When I take his cock into my mouth again, I hear him gasp. I lick, I suck, and intensely enjoy every single reaction I trigger in him.
After that, I kiss his belly and slowly move further up, via his chest to his shoulders and neck. And finally, our lips find each other. Incredible. His tongue against mine. We completely lose ourselves in each other.
At that exact moment, I feel René behind me again. He grabs me by my hair and locks me into a certain position. Oh boy, I’ll never last like this. René takes me deep, wild, long, and rhythmically. And I collapse onto J., who instantly holds me tight. I completely let myself go in everything that’s happening.
So special… I don’t know him. I can’t see anything, and yet it feels amazing.
Pure connection
We sit up for a moment and I drink some water. Man, it is so hot and horny. We catch our breath just for a bit.
Then I’m laid down on my back, with my head at the edge of the bed. J. puts on a condom and gently slides inside me. He slowly builds up the rhythm, while René sits behind me and holds me tight. J. is intense and big. It feels so good and safe having René hold me tightly; I am being filled, taken, and supported in a really amazing interplay.
But J. alternates too, and his mouth finds my clit. Man … he is so good at that! The switching between his mouth, fingers, and then fucking me again: it’s too much to keep track of. I feel the arousal building up all over again, and once more I come. Honestly, it completely takes over.
Seriously, the guys’ hands are doing something to me and making me lose all sense of time. At one point, I can’t even tell left from right anymore. Thinking is totally out of the question; there is nothing left but feeling and surrendering to it all.
Then J. gently slides back inside me and takes off my blindfold. Oohh… that takes some getting used to. At first, I can barely see a thing. My eyes need a moment to adjust to the light. J. lifts himself up a bit so we can look at each other and really connect. What a hot guy!!!
The three of us take a quick break. Just lying close together, chatting a bit, and enjoying the peace and quiet. But even during these moments, the guys keep gently touching and caressing me, which feels absolutely amazing.
But the peace doesn’t last long…
Fire & ice cubes
I have a plan!
I ask J. to lie on his back and close his eyes. Meanwhile, René grabs the wine cooler for me. There are still a few ice cubes left in it.
Very slowly, I glide an ice cube over his arms. After that, his chest, belly, and nipples follow. J. takes my teasing with a grin, but his body betrays him. The moment I touch his nipples, a shiver goes right through him. Aha! Found a sensitive spot!
But I’m nowhere near done. Slowly, I let the melting ice slide further down his belly. Again, he reacts… Haha, I love this! It’s amazing to discover how J. responds to my teasing.
Next, I wanted to feel him inside me again. I wanted to ride him and completely lose control. We didn’t need any words. J. caught on immediately to what I wanted and put on a condom. I climbed on top of him and felt how intensely deep he was inside me. Wow… His body moved effortlessly along with my rhythm, and I felt my lower abdomen tightening again. Before I knew it, I came once more.
I had to catch my breath for a quick second and stayed on top of him while he was still inside me. That’s when I noticed another ice cube on his chest. Haha, I must have left it there. Poor guy 🙂
DP-fantasy comes true
Still recovering from my orgasm, J. took control and started moving rhythmically. Phew … once again, it felt so incredibly good.
While we were at it, René came to sit behind me. First I felt his finger inside my ass, gently preparing me. Omg … just that alone felt unbelievably intense. I knew right away what his plan was. Something I had only ever dared to think about in my wildest fantasies, and something René knew was a wish of mine.
Yet, for a split second, one single thought crossed my mind: this is impossible, it will never fit.
But I didn’t get a chance to think about it any longer. With J. still inside me and René gently continuing to prepare me, every single thought faded into the background. Everything was purely about feeling.
Next, I felt René inside my ass. He grabbed me tightly by my hair. For a brief moment we had to find our groove, but soon enough the three of us found a rhythm that felt so incredibly good.
All I could do was feel and completely surrender myself. The warmth of their bodies, so close to mine. The rhythm that felt so incredibly amazing. Everything blurred together. Right then, during the DP, I felt a warmth rise from deep inside me, spreading further and further through my entire body. The tension kept building and building, until I came so intensely that I was completely overwhelmed. I exploded and honestly had no idea what was even happening at that moment.
A wave of emotion
Afterwards, I completely collapsed against J. The emotions overwhelmed me and I felt the tears coming up. It was like everything just came out all at once.
J. noticed right away. Without saying a word, he wrapped his arms tightly around me and held me close. Exactly what I needed at that moment. No words, just that embrace. I didn’t have to explain anything; he understood.
After a break, both J. and René take me again. Alternating back and forth, time after time I come, squirting and all. Everything got soaked!!!
Gratitude and surrender
Eventually, it was time to say goodbye, and I just knew: this was a night I’d never forget. A night where I could completely let go of control and just surrender myself to two amazing men.
It was an experience that drove me absolutely wild because everything was so intense and incredibly hot. Looking back, I just feel this amazing warmth and deep gratitude. I could fully be myself and totally let loose without holding anything back.
-x- Sophie